I ain't living
I'm too timid
Way too numb
and my heart too frigid
Money come in
Just blow it, just spend it
You too cheap if I bought your friendship
Just causin' division
You don't see the vision
I been through it
No, really
No, really
I been drownin'
No use in swimmin'
You ain't really down
You ain't really down

You ain't down for me
Just tell me why you lyin' on me
Get down when I'm sad on 'em
Can't live my life for you
You a fraud and you proud of it
Give it time you irrelevant
When I'm down take advantage of it
Give it time it's irrelevant

You can't take my soul 'cause I'm not living
Prayin' for my downfall's the new religion
Life is like a movie but I'm not in it
Tryna find peace but the world ain't with it
Blind leads the blind
ain't got no vision
Tryna do right but I can't stop sinnin'
Tell me what's the point when it ain't no winnin'
I'm not livin'
I'm not livin'

You can't take my soul 'cause I'm not living
Prayin' for my downfall's the new religion
Life is like a movie but I'm not in it
Tryna find peace but the world ain't with it
Blind leads the blind
ain't got no vision
Tryna do right but I can't stop sinnin'
Tell me what's the point when it ain't no winnin'
I'm not livin'
I'm not livin'

I'm not livin'
I'm not livin'
I'm not livin'
I'm not livin'

You can't take my soul 'cause I'm not living
Prayin' for my downfall's the new religion
Life is like a movie but I'm not in it
Tryna find peace but the world ain't with it
Blind leads the blind
ain't got no vision
Tryna do right but I can't stop sinnin'
Tell me what's the point when it ain't no winnin'
I'm not livin'
I'm not livin'

I'm not livin'
I'm not livin'
I wasn't livin'
I gotta do it different

I wasn't living
I was pretending
They try to boot you
if you don't operate in they system
Sky's the limit
I ain't even hit the ceiling
Is you wit' it?
Do you feel it?

I wasn't living
I was pretending
They try to boot you
if you don't operate in they system
Sky's the limit
I ain't even hit the ceiling
Is you wit' it?
Do you feel it?

And I been worried 'bout the grave since the cradle
Pointin' out the truth and they only call me crazy
Powers that be won't give me a seat at the table
So I hopped up on that --- like Bobby Schmurda at the label
But I ain't doin' no dances for them folks
Only give me value if they can put me in a yoke
World's on fire hard to see through the smoke
But they tell me air's fine while they all start to choke

I wasn't living
I was pretending
They try to boot you
if you don't operate in they system
Sky's the limit
I ain't even hit the ceiling
Is you wit' it?
Do you feel it?

I wasn't living
I was pretending
They try to boot you
if you don't operate in they system
Sky's the limit
I ain't even hit the ceiling
Is you wit' it?
Do you feel it?

I wasn't living no
I wasn't living no
I wasn't living no, no, no
I wasn't living no
I wasn't living no
I wasn't living no, no, no

I wasn't living!
Y'all tried to end me!
Won't let y'all get me!